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Friday, October 5, 2018

To Fall in Autumn



These past several months have been very hard. There has been sickness and pain for myself and others I love. I have had to give up many things I love. There have been difficulties and much too much angst. 

However, they have had many happinesses too. Relations with people I love have strengthened. I’ve got to share experiences I never dreamed of having. There has been laughter and joy.

I feel as if I have grown a lot.

But I’m starting to stumble.

And I feel so weak, so small, like I could never do enough. Work hard enough. Be enough.

So weak, so tired.

So I fall. I fall as the trees turned different colors and I could see.
The pain softens, just for a little maybe, but still. And things became clearer. In my slowly fading to a gray world, there was color once again. Things I once loved started coming back to me.

So I let myself fall, into the colorful Autumn, and let myself see again, those things.

Because sometimes when you let fall into the abyss, it all comes back to you, and you begin to find yourself again.




Monday, August 6, 2018

Peonie Fairy




Have you ever suffered artist's block? I have had the worst case of it for a little while, but I'm finaly starting to breack though!
I don't know what it will bring yet, it's always a mistery, but I can't wait to create~!

This a painting I did of a fairy in peonies recently.
I used handmade recycled paper by Lynda Shoup (lyndashoup.com). I really enjoyed working on this paper! It is so different but so fun as well, there are all sorts of new posibilitys!


Monday, July 9, 2018

Simple Hime Gyaru Nails Tutorial!

First video on my youtube channel! Please go check it out!
It is a tutorial for Simple Hime Nails, This works for short nails and long nails!
I hope you enjoy and please comment and subscribe!





Friday, July 6, 2018

Getting Back to my Unique Gyaru

So I used to dress in the Gyaru style and really enjoyed it.









I gave up on it for a number of years, but now I miss dressing in that style.

Lets jump down the rabbit whole and see what adventures lie there!




I always was more into the HimeGyaru style. I would say I'm more Himejikei style at this point. Though at this point I have mixed it with my own style enough that I can't say what it would be called exactly.
I don't have any brand clothing, but I do what I can with what I have and I like it!
(honestly I feel like if I got brand clothing I would be scared to wear it haha >.<)





I like dressing like this! I feel much more put together and cute and happy with myself!

Also, Makeup! I love Gyaru style makeup!
Again I don't have brand eyelashes, but I feel very happy with what I have! (It's still a work in progress though!)




Sneek peek of something coming soon!


What sorts of styles do you like?
What do you where that makes you feel happy?





Friday, June 29, 2018

Meet Fern!

Hello everybody!


Today I would like to introduce to you my little partner in crime, Sr. Fernly (or Fern for short)!

Fern is my rabbit and I have had the great joy of having him in my life for the past 5 years!







Fern is actually a registered Emotional Support animal. He would often help me when I was overly stressed and anxious or would play with me when I was so down I couldn't pull myself out of the darkness.


There really is nothing like a small fur ball who will do anything to get your attention off of the negative and on to the pettings and treats.




Some info on Fern
Fern is a 5 year old Mini Lop rabbit. (5 years, where has the time gone?)

He is playful and always gets into things he shouldn't.





When he was younger we did a lot of training and that really helped our relationship together, working as a team really pulled us together.








Now he is just a sweat fully snuggle bun who wants pettings more then anything else.





I went away to school for 2 years, my mother taking care of him in my absence. During that time he got really close to my Mom. When I came back I felt I might never have a special relationship with him anymore as I felt he would be mad at me for leaving for so long.


How wrong I was.



He accepted that I had been away better then I did and all he wanted and wants is love and affection. I think if anything our bond is stronger then it has ever been.

Fern is my second bunny out of three.
Both Duchess and Skippy hop over rainbow bridge now, but I know they are always with me. 

I love Fern dearly, and hope for many more happy moments to share with him.





Monday, June 25, 2018

Birthday Wishes


Last week I had my Birthday.
❀✿**
I don’t know what this next year brings. I don’t know what hurtles and challenges I will face. I don’t know what triumphs and joy it will bring. But I hope to meat them all with light and love and to enjoy this year thoroughly. I hope to make people happy and slow people to make me happy, to spread light and to enjoy others, to meet life with grace and imagination and to do what I have been put here to do.

Sunday, June 10, 2018

20 facts about me!


20 facts about me!
So I decided to do the the 20 facts about me tag so we can get to know each other better! I’d love if you left a few facts about you in the comments!

Okay, here we go:
1. I am a Japanese American Hapa girl
2. I have a bunny named Fern who I love very much 
3. I love c ute girly things
4. I am an artist
5. I love horses and used to ride
6. I used to competitively ice skate when I was much younger
7. I love animals
8. Fashion gives me confidence
9. My hair doesn’t curl well, it just falls in 20 minuets
10. I prefer heels over flats
11. I don’t have many friends but the ones I do I’m super close to
12. I like to paint and draw
13. I have a blog! (In my bio, go check it out~)
14. I love pretty things
15. Rabbits are my favorite animal, followed closely by horses
16. I am really interested in magical creatures, like unicorns and mermaids and fairies and phenixes and the such
17. Flowers are beautiful and I adore them
18. Lace is love
19. I used to work in equestrian assisted therapy for people with disabilities
20. I’d like to make a positive difference in this world, even if I only reach a few people that would make me very happy

Thursday, June 7, 2018

Painting: June -Painting tutorial ShadowBunnyChu


Painting: June

Hihi! I'm back with another watercolor tutorial!
If you haven't seen my first one for May, check it out here: Sakura Girl Watercolor Tutorial


Starting sketch



Adding base tones


More shadowing in the mane and hair with colored pencils. For some reason I was determined I was going to use them....


The outlining of the wings was done with gelliroll gel pens. I tried give them a wavy not solid look



Some line with a traditional ink and pen and~
Their you have it! The finished Painting!

Full tutorial at shadowbunnychu.blogspot.com

https://shadowbunnychu.blogspot.com/2018/05/sakura-girl-watercolor-tutorial_18.html

I hope you enjoyed this post! Would you like more painting tutorials? Let me know in the comments!

Monday, June 4, 2018

First Up-cycle! Kawaii Pink shirt with Black Hearts and Lace


I've been wanting to do this thing called up-cycling for a long time now.・゜゜・.



Up-cycling is taking things and giving them a revamp. Maybe theres a T-shirt you'd like better as a crop top or no sleeves. Up-cycle! Maybe your jeans are to dark, bleach them. Up-cycle! Maybe a Dress would look cuter with a few more frills and buttons. Up-cycle!

After months and months of thinking I should but never doing it, I finally decided it was time I tried! 。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆

Today's project is this cute pink spaghetti strap top with black hearts on it. I always felt it was cute, but not quite my style....


The first thing I decided to do to it was add lace to the bottom。.。:+♡*♥ This was my mothers lace. (*^ ^*) Now, I do not have one peace big enough for the whole project, so I will have to use multiple pieces of this same lace.

I used this wide pretty durable lace!
 Okay, so now for the part of attaching it! You are going to want to pin the front sides together. So put the shirt upright, then place the lace on top of it upside down and pin! You can't really tell with this lace as it is mostly similar on the front and back.  *:・゚✧*:・゚✧


Upsides together and pin!

Like so!
 Time to start sewing! You are going to want to get a similar color tread to the fabrics you are using. I am using white as the lace is white. I am also going to double my thread so there is more support then a single thread for this project.。o○☆


I am using these needles and thread.

Double the thread on your needle
 You want your stitches small and relatively similar in size. I am still having difficulty with this, I have some good stretches but a lot of bad stretches here in this piece. Here are some examples:


More like this

Try to avoid this
After we finish sewing, we flip the right side of the lace foreword. this was the aria in which we stitched will be on the back. Now it must be ironed so it lays flat and doesn't roll up.  *:・゚✧*:・゚✧


Flipped over

Ironed, doesn't it look so much better?
So this is the piece after ironing! I think it looks much nicer then before! The lace adds a little more length to it and makes it much cuter I feel! *:・゚✧*:・゚✧



The hem is not perfect, but good enough for now I feel

Where I had to use another piece of lace. I added this little detail to make it look as if it was a design element rather then 2 pieces put together


✧・゚: *✧・゚:* Before and After *:・゚✧*:・゚✧



Some Pictures in an outfit!